1:12:00
...and meet the guy that makes me
fall in love with him every day.
1:12:04
Well, you probably thought
l couldn't live up to the hype.
1:12:07
No. l was nervous because....
1:12:13
Because l came here
to break up with you.
1:12:16
You had plans and a life...
1:12:20
...before you met me
and now all you have time for...
1:12:23
...is to make me fall in love with you.
1:12:25
That's not all l do.
l gave a penguin a bath today.
1:12:31
Which l'll have to do again tomorrow.
1:12:33
l look at my dad and my brother's
lives and l won't do that to you.
1:12:38
What do you want me to do? Be some
chapter in your scrapbook and go?
1:12:42
No.
1:12:45
My plan is to erase you completely,
so it's as if you never existed.
1:12:53
Why are you doing this?
1:12:56
Because you have to understand
that there is no future with me.
1:13:00
Don't you want to have a career
and marriage and children?
1:13:05
l asked you to marry me. You said yes.
1:13:07
Kids? Yeah, l'd love to do it.
1:13:10
But how is that going to work?
1:13:13
l'm gonna wake up every morning with
an enormous belly and no memory...
1:13:17
...of how it happened?
1:13:20
l have to make a new journal
that doesn't have you in it.
1:13:23
But before l do...
1:13:25
...l really want you to read
what l wrote about you.
1:13:28
l will read about it tomorrow...
1:13:30
...when you forget about all this
breaking up stuff, okay?
1:13:34
l'm not going to forget it.
l wrote it down. l won't let myself.
1:13:37
And l'm gonna do it whether
you want me to or not.
1:13:40
l'll be at my house.
1:13:50
Okay, type this one in there.
1:13:53
Saturday, November 25th.
1:13:55
l drove out to Callahan lnstitute today
and had a talk with Dr. Keats.