:46:01
is very, very uncomfortable.
:46:04
l hope that at some point,
he will come back
:46:11
and try and finish
the making of this record.
:46:17
lf...
:46:28
lf he walked away from Metallica,
I'm not sure that it would surprise me.
:46:47
Say your prayers, little one
:46:49
Don't forget, my son,
to include everyone
:46:55
l'll tuck you in free from sin
:46:57
l've always feIt that James was
:47:00
a softer, more caring,
compassionate person
:47:05
than he allowed himself
to be to most people.
:47:16
l can remember
from the Dave Mustaine days,
:47:19
l mean, when him and Dave Mustaine...
:47:22
These guys, they started, like,
right away with their big, you know,
:47:26
chest-beating and their mannerisms.
:47:29
And the whole thing was very much
about this kind of, like, macho.
:47:33
And it was just, like,
l couldn't deal with that stuff.
:47:35
And looking back on, what,
18, 19 years ago,
:47:39
l mean, I just feIt so alienated
because it was just so far removed
:47:44
from the upbringing
that I come from.
:47:47
Well, here's to you, my friends.
:47:50
But then, at the same time,
I'm starting to realizing now
:47:55
that the sort of depressive things
that show up as a resuIt
:47:59
of the alcohol and stuff like that,
it was just very difficuIt for him