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- to communicate from the heart...
- You want some or not?
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...and not hide behind
a lot of these different fronts.
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Whether it's alcohol that gives him
a false sense of strength,
:48:14
or "the frontman in Metallica," or, you
know, macho bullshit and all that stuff.
:48:22
All right, now you guys are drunk
and I'm drunk.
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Now this is the fun part, man.
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l want to help him,
l want to be there for him,
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and I want to do the best I can to
make him the best person that he can be.
:48:38
So I don't know how the fuck
it's gonna play out.
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It's really heaIthy for me to be here
without any pressure
:49:15
or anything related to the band
:49:18
or anyone who would
remind me of the band,
:49:23
and, uh, recognize what's real.
:49:30
Our sessions with Phil really
stirred up a lot of things in James
:49:36
that he feIt
that he needed to address.
:49:41
Mentally, it's really taken its toll
on myself, you know,
:49:45
'cause I'm very worried about him.
:49:49
And, you know,
whenever you check yourself into rehab,
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they don't focus on, you know,
the fact that you're an alcoholic.