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I've been born-again
my whole life.
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Accepting Jesus into your heart
and getting saved is a big decision...
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... especially for a three-year-old.
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My faith taught me that everything
was a part of God's plan.
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Mom said that he even had a reason
for taking my father to heaven.
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She explained
that Daddy was with the angels.
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Well, I wanted
to be with the angels, too.
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But God had other plans.
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Jesus became
the center of my life.
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I still don't think
he's supposed to be white.
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- I was watching this thing on television--
- Of course, he's white.
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Gosh. Sometimes I think
my brother's retarded, too.
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No, your brother's not retarded.
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I was a member in good standing
of the Christian Jewels.
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It's sort of like
a girl gang for Jesus.
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Don't kill your baby!
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Lillian Cummings.
:02:43
My mom was finally named
the number one
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Christian interior decorator
for the entire region.
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And in spite of living
in what the Bible calls "the end times,"
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my future was looking bright.
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I had the perfect Christian boyfriend.
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And I was about to be a senior
at a really good Christian school.