:02:01
She explained
that Daddy was with the angels.
:02:05
Well, I wanted
to be with the angels, too.
:02:11
But God had other plans.
:02:15
Jesus became
the center of my life.
:02:18
I still don't think
he's supposed to be white.
:02:20
- I was watching this thing on television--
- Of course, he's white.
:02:23
Gosh. Sometimes I think
my brother's retarded, too.
:02:26
No, your brother's not retarded.
:02:29
I was a member in good standing
of the Christian Jewels.
:02:33
It's sort of like
a girl gang for Jesus.
:02:35
Don't kill your baby!
:02:42
Lillian Cummings.
:02:43
My mom was finally named
the number one
:02:45
Christian interior decorator
for the entire region.
:02:49
And in spite of living
in what the Bible calls "the end times,"
:02:53
my future was looking bright.
:02:55
I had the perfect Christian boyfriend.
:02:59
And I was about to be a senior
at a really good Christian school.
:03:27
Two weeks before
summer vacation ended,
:03:29
everything changed.
:03:34
My boyfriend and I
played this game
:03:36
of telling each other
secrets underwater.
:03:39
It's lame, I know.
:03:42
But this wasn 't exactly
the MTV Beach House.
:03:44
Okay, now my turn.
:03:48
Okay, ready?