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It's a lyric poem,
fourteen lines.
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Oh, I don't give a shit.
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There was a time I did.
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I got all those books
on strange facts.
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A thousand and one things
to know.
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Pretty stupid, huh?
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There's something only a dumb person
does and that's to feel so dumb.
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You know what that stuff is?
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That's not no smarts.
It's just dog tricks.
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You roll over, you play dead,
that's not no smarts.
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I'd go to the museums, I walk
around, I study the paintings.
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But I never got it.
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I tried.
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I made an honest attempt
to make myself better...
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to improve who I was.
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And then this happens.
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One night and it
destroys lives.
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Send everything else away and
leave behind nothing but pain.
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It's all I have now.
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Pain like nothing
I've ever known.
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It doesn't leave,
it never leaves.
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There's so much...
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I have so much pain...