:54:01
I'm sure we can get a lot of parts.
:54:04
I love you.
:54:10
- Well, that's nice.
- This is very serious, Mrs. Groden.
:54:14
I am in love with you deeply,
so deeply.
:54:18
Well, good.
:54:20
I appreciate your letting me tell you.
Because there's a part of my brain...
:54:24
...that's eroded from how many times
I've told you in the past...
:54:27
...I don't know how many days,
it seems like years, I was delirious.
:54:31
Over and over.
But, Mrs. Groden, I have to tell you...
:54:33
Would you mind if I put
the battery down? It's heavy.
:54:36
The battery? Sure, put it down.
:54:43
Thank you.
:54:45
When I first saw you, I don't know
how many days ago that was...
:54:48
- What day is today?
- Tuesday.
:54:51
- Tuesday.
- Do you wanna sit down?
:54:53
No. The moment I saw you,
Mrs. Groden, the very first instant...
:54:58
...I knew my life
as I had understood it was...
:55:02
I'd been up since sunrise...
:55:04
...my second night in the car.
I was completely lost.
:55:07
I must have walked 10 miles
to a clearing... To your garden.
:55:10
To you, standing there
in all those vegetables.
:55:14
I saw you and pinon trees behind...
:55:17
...and the hill,
and everything completely still.
:55:22
So beautiful...
:55:24
...it was almost unbearable.
It still is.
:55:27
Then later, holding your hand...
:55:30
...I remembered being
at a birthday party...
:55:32
...a children's birthday party...
:55:34
...and my older brother was acting out
me discovering my mother dead.
:55:38
My mother committed suicide,
but maybe she didn't.
:55:42
He was telling this story...
:55:44
...how I'd come home from school
carrying a pyramid...
:55:47
...l'd made out of foam core.
:55:48
And opened the front door
and walked in...
:55:51
...backwards and bumped into her
in the hall. She hung herself.
:55:57
Now I don't think it's true, l...
:55:59
I don't think it's a real memory,
my memory.