:46:02
- Why?
- Isn't that a good thing?
:46:06
- Are you ill?
- No, and I don't intend to be.
:46:10
You had a check-up and now you've
stopped drinking. What's wrong?
:46:17
- I'm a cold fish.
- Stop it...
:46:21
- Have you been worried?
- Yes, is that so strange?
:46:28
I guess not...
:46:30
Well, yes. It's unusual
that you're concerned about me.
:46:35
Really? You've been
a police officer for 30 years now.
:46:41
And your daughter never knew
if you'd come home at night.
:46:44
Or if you would end up
with a great big hole in your head.
:46:49
So don't act surprised
when your kid says she's worried.
:46:54
- You're a strange man.
- Is that the way you saw things?
:47:00
- That's how cops' kids think.
- You decided to become a cop.
:47:05
- I don't have any kids.
- You might, one day...
:47:09
- Then I'll quit.
- Good cops can't quit.
:47:13
They allow themselves
to be ground down
:47:17
without doing a thing to stop it.
:47:20
- Why is that?
- The job absorbs you.
:47:25
You don't even notice that you're
losing your wife and child.
:47:29
Then all you have left is your badge.
:47:32
You're nothing
without that damn badge.
:47:37
- You cling to it.
- Why does that have to happen to me?
:47:43
Because you're like me.
:47:47
You and I are so bloody alike!
:47:53
You're not
the only one who's worried.
:47:59
But you learn to block it out.
It's always there, though.