1:49:02
...and to be shut out, barred out,
to be always an outsider.
1:49:07
When Tina said
she wanted to stay with me...
1:49:11
...it was like a miracle happening...
1:49:14
...like having your child.
1:49:17
A part of you.
1:49:19
I even allowed myself
to indulge in the fantasy...
1:49:23
...that both of us loving her, doing
what was best for her together...
1:49:26
...would make her seem
like our child after a while.
1:49:30
I see no such fantasy
has occurred to you.
1:49:32
I've been just a big sentimental fool.
Is a tendency I have.
1:49:38
Wait a minute.
1:49:41
I was afraid you were keeping Tina
out of pity.
1:49:43
But there was no note of pity
in your ridicule.
1:49:47
Now I know you still love me.
It won't die, whas between us.
1:49:51
Do what you will, ignore it,
neglect it, starve it...
1:49:56
...is stronger
than both of us together.
1:49:59
Please let me go.
1:50:05
Please let me go.
1:50:24
Dr. Jaquith knows about us.
1:50:26
When I could take Tina, he said,
"You're on probation."
1:50:30
Do you know what that means?
1:50:32
It means that I'm on probation
because of you and me.
1:50:37
He allowed this visit as a test...
1:50:41
...and if I can't stand such tests...
1:50:44
...I'll lose Tina...
1:50:46
...and we'll lose each other.
1:50:50
Please help me.
1:50:56
Shall we just have a cigarette?