:36:08
At 4.45? Thank you, goodbye.
:36:12
There's a train leaving in an hour,
we can connect for Gabriel Valley.
:36:16
I know what I have to do,
I can't go on endangering you...
:36:19
I know about last night.
:36:21
- Nothing happened.
- But it will, I've got to end it.
:36:25
I love you, but I'm not worth loving.
You can help me afterward.
:36:29
There's no help afterward...
:36:31
If you give yourself up in your
condition, there is no afterward.
:36:35
- I can cure you.
- But you can't undo a murder.
:36:38
- There is none to undo.
- I killed him.
:36:39
- Oh, stop.
- And now you, last night I...
:36:42
- Don't try to stop me, I have to go.
- Guilt...
:36:44
you've lived with it a long time,
haven't you?
:36:46
- Yes.
- Since childhood.
:36:48
- What?
- Ever since your childhood...
:36:50
you've tried to run away
from something.
:36:52
You always felt guilt for everything.
What was it in your youth?
:36:56
It must be terrible if you'd
rather think you murdered him...
:36:58
- Than remember what happened.
- Enough.
:37:01
You said you loved me. Look at me,
why am I fighting for you?
:37:06
- Because I love you, I need you.
- But I'm nothing.
:37:08
- Come with me to Gabriel Valley.
- What good will that do?
:37:11
When you see the hill where
it happened, you'll remember.
:37:14
We'll go skiing like you did
with Edwardes...
:37:16
- I was there, I killed him.
- You'll see what really happened.
:37:19
- You mean because it'll happen again.
- Yes.
:37:21
And what if I killed him?
:37:28
Isn't it true that if
the episode is repeated...
:37:30
I'm likely to do the same thing
I did before?
:37:35
- How do you know I won't kill again?
- Because I know you didn't kill him.
:37:42
You believe in me enough
to take such a chance?
:37:44
Of course. We're going back
to that ski run.
:37:48
We'll find out what in your childhood
has haunted you all your life.
:37:52
We'll also find out what happened
to Dr. Edwardes.