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It wasn't until my last year in school
that I started to hit back,
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'cause when I was little
I just said OK to everything
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instead of: "What the hell
did you say, you bastard".
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I was so damn mushy
that I didn't dare.
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When I was little
I wanted to be a baker.
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I experimented
with a whole bunch of stuff.
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I really went in for it,
but it didn't work out
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since they didn't give
a damn about me.
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But if it had worked out
the way I'd planned,
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maybe I'd have had some future
to look forward to.
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When I came to EoshäIl, my nerves...
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What the hell am I going
to sit here for, I thought.
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It all happened
because my old man died.
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And ma has
some trouble with the bureau
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since they know she's boozing.
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That's why they got me.
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I know a guy
who was busted 19 times,
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but he got off since he was in school.
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Just 'cause I didn't have
those possibilities, they nailed me.
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I only came home once in a while,