:44:00
And I ran out, and I hid,
and I wrote your name on the ground--
:44:03
your stupid Giuseppe fucking name--
:44:05
I wrote it in the dirt,
and I fucking pissed on it!
:44:09
I pissed on it...
:44:11
because I did foul the ball.
:44:14
What did it matter? We won.
For once in our lives, we won.
:44:18
You ruined that medal for me! I took it
to the pawn, and they laughed at me.
:44:20
- They wouldn't give me 50 pence for it.
- This is shock.
:44:23
And that's when I started to rob,
to prove that I was no good.
:44:27
- Delayed shock.
- Never mind delayed shock.
:44:29
I've been like this
since I was seven.
:44:32
I remember Mammy said to me,
"Don't upset Giuseppe. He's not well."
:44:35
Oh, dear Lord, he's not well.
So we'd tiptoe around the house.
:44:38
Like this, tiptoeing around the house.
"Not well, you know. He's not well."
:44:42
Then I got Holy Communion.
I thought I was eating you alive.
:44:45
Is it my fault you weren't well?
:44:47
Why did you have to be sick
all your life, Giuseppe?
:44:50
What'd you have to be sick
all your life for?
:44:52
When that mad bastard out there
threatened to shoot you, I was happy.
:44:56
I swear to God.
Honest to God, I was happy.
:44:58
I was delighted! You know why?
Because finally it was all over.
:45:00
It was over!
You see?
:45:03
And then I knew I was bad.
:45:06
I knew I was bad then, you see,
so I started to cry.
:45:09
I started to tell lies--
the same fucking lies...
:45:11
I've been telling
all my gobshite fucking life.
:45:19
- That means words don't mean nothing.
- Stop this.
:45:22
Only this time,
I got everyone into trouble.
:45:25
But it doesn't matter, 'cause I'm
no good anyhow. It doesn't matter.
:45:28
Keep away from me. You've been
following me all your life.
:45:30
- Are you here deliberately?
- No. Stop it.
:45:36
You call that a fucking dig, huh?
:45:37
Do you call that a fucking dig?
Hit me harder. Hit me fucking harder!
:45:41
- Stop it. Calm down.
- For once in your fucking life!
:45:43
- Hit me like a real father!
- Just calm down. Stop it.
:45:54
Just relax.
:45:57
Try to relax.