:55:02
He was pretending to sleep...
:55:04
because he knows he looks like
an angel when he's sleeping...
:55:07
and not the Antichrist
he really is.
:55:09
And even though l could tell
he was faking...
:55:12
l went along with it.
:55:13
Call me crazy.
l don't know.
:55:16
Anyway, we started talking...
:55:18
and he gives me some line about
some old lady he lives with...
:55:21
and he asks if he can
go back to my place.
:55:23
l told him.
:55:25
l don't invite strangers
up to my apartment.
:55:28
And then he looks down
at his crotch...
:55:31
and then back up at me,
and he says...
:55:33
''lt's big, it's beautiful...
:55:36
''and you're going to love it.''
:55:38
And l said, ''Oh...
:55:40
''all right.''
:55:43
And as he walked me back
to my apartment...
:55:47
on that gay night of nights...
:55:49
he took my hand gently into his.
:55:52
And for a moment...
:55:54
l felt like the luckiest
drag queen in the world.
:55:57
And l fantasized--
:55:58
''Yes. This is it.
:56:01
''This is the man
l'm going to spend...
:56:03
''the rest of my life with.''
:56:04
l'd be the one to show him
the virtues of a loving heart.
:56:10
But do you know what he did?
:56:12
He took that heart,
he tossed it on the floor.
:56:14
With his little Satan hoofs,
he jumped.
:56:17
He jumped hard.
:56:19
The truth is, Gabriel, when
we got back to my apartment...
:56:22
he threw me on the bed.
:56:24
He tore off all my clothes.
:56:25
Will you hold on
one goddamn minute?!
:56:27
Come on!
:56:28
Jesus Christ.
:56:31
Now l forgot where l was.
:56:33
Where was l?
:56:34
Threw you on the bed,
tore off all your clothes.
:56:36
Right.
:56:39
So l'm licking his balls.
:56:41
Next thing l know...
:56:43
he comes in my eye,
and he's out the door.
:56:45
Gone.
:56:47
You ever get come in your eye,
Gabriel, hmm?
:56:50
lt burns.
:56:52
So, there l was...
:56:54
lying in the middle of my bed
completely naked...
:56:57
with an eye full of come,
thinking to myself...