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The German trains
had great big windows...
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...and my father pulled that
all the way down...
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...so l could be leaning out of the window.
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He hugged and kissed me.
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I couId see my father´s face getting...
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...whiter and whiter.
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l thought, ´´l only hope nothing
is going to happen to him. ´´
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He looked so terribly, terribly pale.
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My poor mother
was getting worse and worse.
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l couldn´t wait for the train to go because...
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...l didn´t want to remember that.
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The guy came...
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...and he waved the signal.
:35:36
When the train started to go...
:35:38
...my father says, "´PupeIa!
Let me hoId your hands! "´
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And I heId my hands and said,
"´I have to Iet go! I have to Iet go! "´
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"´No! I don´t want you to go!
I don´t want you to go! "´
:35:48
And we were aIready....
My father couIdn´t waIk very fast...
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...because he waIked with a cane.
We went a IittIe bit more...
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...and he took me by my hands...
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...and he puIIed me out of the window.
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And I feII.
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I couId have faIIen in-between...
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...the pIatform and the train.
There was onIy a smaII amount of space.
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I didn´t, but I got hurt and I was bIeeding...
:36:13
...and I was devastated.
:36:16
AbsoIuteIy devastated.
:36:19
And my father was in seventh heaven...
:36:22
...that he had his IittIe PupeIa,
his IittIe girI, back.
:36:30
The parting was terrible.
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That´s the one thing l have never...
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...forgotten in all my life.
:36:38
And she had been so controlled.
:36:40
She´d always been...
:36:42
...a sort of solid...
:36:44
...support to us.
:36:46
And suddenly she showed her feelings...
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...and it was terrifying, really terrifying.
:36:53
We saw this face...
:36:56
...which showed aII the hurt...
:36:58
...and agony she´d been through.