:01:02
What are they thinking about?
What are they looking for?
:01:06
The past, maybe?
:01:09
On September 26, 1998,
I observed one of these men.
:01:13
But this time It was different.
That man was me.
:01:17
It was my last moment
as someone afraid to commit.
:01:23
That was when I got rid of
the curse and I finally grew up.
:01:33
In the mid Eighties, I shared with
my second girlfriend my first flat.
:01:38
When she asked me...
- Do you love me?
:01:40
I answered...
:01:41
I do.
:01:42
But I wasn't sure.
:01:44
Later, when my future
fiancée asked...
:01:46
Where were you on
November 9, 1989?
:01:48
I answered...
:01:49
I was near the Berlin Wall!
:01:52
But It wasn't true.
:01:55
That night, I was in bed with
a woman, watching a video.
:01:58
He feels as if his muscles are
relaxed and goes limp again.
:02:02
Sometimes life was nice;
other times, it was shitty.
:02:06
A pile of shit indeed.
:02:07
Somewhere along the line,
I learned how to play.
:02:10
I learned to fuck, to love and
to lie. It was like that for years.
:02:16
But now I had turned 30,
and It was time.
:02:27
Either I have this baby
or it's over.
:02:37
- You can't be serious.
- I am!
:02:46
I loved her. I didn't want any other.
I had no reason to run away.
:02:52
I even wanted to have a child.
:02:55
Why was I running away?
:02:58
I didn't know why.