Liegen lernen

Sometimes life was nice;
other times, it was shitty.

A pile of shit indeed.
Somewhere along the line,
I learned how to play.

I learned to fuck, to love and
to lie. It was like that for years.

But now I had turned 30,
and It was time.

Either I have this baby
or it's over.

- You can't be serious.
- I am!

I loved her. I didn't want any other.
I had no reason to run away.

I even wanted to have a child.
Why was I running away?
I didn't know why.
But suddenly, I realized that...
- I need to go away for a few days.
- Where to?

- I need to go to Berlin.
- Berlin?

I'd like to know since when you
are so afraid of commitment.

Helmut, this is serious!
I wish I knew too.
I never told this to anybody.

It all began in 1982.
I was 18,and I saw my father
dancing alone in the basement.