:02:02
Sometimes life was nice;
other times, it was shitty.
:02:06
A pile of shit indeed.
:02:07
Somewhere along the line,
I learned how to play.
:02:10
I learned to fuck, to love and
to lie. It was like that for years.
:02:16
But now I had turned 30,
and It was time.
:02:27
Either I have this baby
or it's over.
:02:37
- You can't be serious.
- I am!
:02:46
I loved her. I didn't want any other.
I had no reason to run away.
:02:52
I even wanted to have a child.
:02:55
Why was I running away?
:02:58
I didn't know why.
:03:00
But suddenly, I realized that...
:03:03
- I need to go away for a few days.
- Where to?
:03:06
- I need to go to Berlin.
- Berlin?
:03:09
I'd like to know since when you
are so afraid of commitment.
:03:13
Helmut, this is serious!
:03:20
I wish I knew too.
:03:26
"LEARNING TO LIE"
I never told this to anybody.
:03:29
It all began in 1982.
:03:33
I was 18,and I saw my father
dancing alone in the basement.